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      <p begin="00:00:00.050" end="00:00:01.817">RICKY CAMILLERI: And to have to grapple with the idea</p>
      <p begin="00:00:01.817" end="00:00:06.330">that while you're searching for your missing child, the news--</p>
      <p begin="00:00:06.330" end="00:00:09.540">the police are not just telling you that you don't matter,</p>
      <p begin="00:00:09.540" end="00:00:11.850">but they're telling you that they're not an innocent--</p>
      <p begin="00:00:11.850" end="00:00:12.430">MIRIAM SHOR: Oh no, they're complicit.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:12.430" end="00:00:13.110">RICKY CAMILLERI: --and you're not an innocent.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:13.110" end="00:00:13.950">So therefore-- MIRIAM SHOR: Yeah.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:13.950" end="00:00:16.073">RICKY CAMILLERI: --as much as a person would fight against that</p>
      <p begin="00:00:16.073" end="00:00:18.030">and be like, that's not true, that seeps in,</p>
      <p begin="00:00:18.030" end="00:00:22.650">and that then in turn creates a tragic amount, I think,</p>
      <p begin="00:00:22.650" end="00:00:25.830">of probably self-doubt and [? consciousness. ?]</p>
      <p begin="00:00:25.830" end="00:00:28.540">MIRIAM SHOR: Well, look, no parent is perfect.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:28.540" end="00:00:29.440">RICKY CAMILLERI: Of course. </p>
      <p begin="00:00:29.440" end="00:00:30.780">MIRIAM SHOR: All parents have to make</p>
      <p begin="00:00:30.780" end="00:00:35.320">choices that are difficult, and these women were no exception.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:35.320" end="00:00:36.840">They made some very difficult choices.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:36.840" end="00:00:40.940">They had difficulties in their lives that were, you know,</p>
      <p begin="00:00:40.940" end="00:00:43.020">to some might even seem insurmountable,</p>
      <p begin="00:00:43.020" end="00:00:43.980">and yet they had to. </p>
      <p begin="00:00:43.980" end="00:00:45.720">They had-- their lives just had to continue.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:45.720" end="00:00:46.860">They had to go on. </p>
      <p begin="00:00:46.860" end="00:00:50.370">And the guilt that comes along with the choices</p>
      <p begin="00:00:50.370" end="00:00:52.440">that you make as a parent, as a mother,</p>
      <p begin="00:00:52.440" end="00:00:55.830">is ever present even if you are the perfect mother.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:55.830" end="00:00:58.470">So, you know, that line where she says, "I'm her mother.</p>
      <p begin="00:00:58.470" end="00:01:01.350">It's all on me," means I put it all on me.</p>
      <p begin="00:01:01.350" end="00:01:02.370">You put it all on me. </p>
      <p begin="00:01:02.370" end="00:01:05.580">Everybody puts it all on me, and I can't escape that.</p>
      <p begin="00:01:05.580" end="00:01:08.280">So she's-- you know, Mari Gilbert and the character I</p>
      <p begin="00:01:08.280" end="00:01:11.430">play, Lorraine, and all of the women involved in this have</p>
      <p begin="00:01:11.430" end="00:01:13.800">to grapple with, sure, their own senses</p>
      <p begin="00:01:13.800" end="00:01:16.020">of guilt and how could I not have</p>
      <p begin="00:01:16.020" end="00:01:18.270">protected this person I love? </p>
      <p begin="00:01:18.270" end="00:01:21.240">But when you go to the authorities whose job is</p>
      <p begin="00:01:21.240" end="00:01:24.630">supposedly to protect and to serve</p>
      <p begin="00:01:24.630" end="00:01:29.010">and they shake off any obligation</p>
      <p begin="00:01:29.010" end="00:01:33.150">and treat you like you're less than a human,</p>
      <p begin="00:01:33.150" end="00:01:35.877">that's when you start to feel enraged</p>
      <p begin="00:01:35.877" end="00:01:37.110">when you read about it, which was how</p>
      <p begin="00:01:37.110" end="00:01:38.110">I felt when I read the script. </p>
      <p begin="00:01:38.110" end="00:01:39.620">And that's when someone like Mari Gilbert</p>
      <p begin="00:01:39.620" end="00:01:42.120">and like all these women who bonded together and refused</p>
      <p begin="00:01:42.120" end="00:01:43.600">to be silenced-- </p>
      <p begin="00:01:43.600" end="00:01:46.230">you know, they really showed that you can</p>
      <p begin="00:01:46.230" end="00:01:48.640">be heard if you just persist. </p>
      <p begin="00:01:48.640" end="00:01:51.120">And I'm glad I had some small part in sort</p>
      <p begin="00:01:51.120" end="00:01:52.470">of bringing that to light. </p>
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